Numbered post.

1) A month passed by since my last post. I'm currently in Emergency Department. Supposedly to be my favorite posting of all. But hell yes, sometimes things just changed. And you don't even know why. Not that I hate ED. I'm just saying.

2) Life has turn on a very drastic change. No more confusion. I'm not miserable anymore. Just happy. A simple happy life. But as they always say, there is always a price to pay for everything in life. Things you have to sacrifice. I may say I don't know all the time. But I always believe we will eventually figure it out some day.

3) What do I really want in life? I'm talking about work, career, job or whatever you would like to call it. As you know, it was never my intention to become a doctor. But as I'm already stuck in it I might as well just go through with it, right? "Alang-alang menyeluk perkasam, biar sampai ke pangkal lengan". I love Obstetrics and Gynecology the most if you ask me. But let's get real. You're a lazy bum, Zafira. And you know how life is in O&G. Yes, I'm aware of that.

But then again, I always love Forensics. I've met with the HOD. He is glad to have me in his department. But we have 1 little problem as he told me he doesn't have the power to put my name in Forensics. The power always come from the people upstairs. Another sigh.

Option number 3 is to quit my job and do something else. This I always imagine myself doing it. Just quit the job. Go somewhere else. Do something else that makes me extraordinarily content. But we still have a problem. I need to figure out what's best for me (us). I don't mind doing anything in life, honestly. You can throw anything at me and I'll make it work. For instance, maybe a hot lady mechanic who operates expensive cars? *giggles*

4) Bad news. My baby cooper got his first scratch the other day. But he still looks handsome, though. :)

P/S: I need to go to an island and just lie there on the beach.