Eff-ed up.

One year has passed. Never thought I could hang on this far. I'm in my fourth posting now. And I'm also a junior MO there. Yes, everything is a eff-ed up. People may say wow a JMO! Superb! Heh. The truth is it's not. And I'm not here to talk how eff-ed up it is. This may not be what I want in life but heh, just bring it on. I've decided. It's definitely going to be forensics for my MO-ship. Or even a smaller hospital. I'm not gonna stay in a hospital full with politics everywhere.

Enough about work. Let's talk about age and love. I'm gonna be 26 this year. I don't think I'm old yet. I still have a lot to do. I know everyone around me is getting married and having kids. I want that. I seriously do. It's just so hard to fall again. I'm still not over you, eh wait it yet. So if it's time that I need. So, be it. I don't want anyone to be a rebound. See, I'm a nice girl. And if crazy is what I need to be, so be it. It's just too difficult to erase your images. This feeling is so weird.

Well, to those medical students who's looking for some doctor's blog that is full with inspiration. I think you've come to a wrong place. I'm just a plain girl whose life is so eff-ed up. And she's still figuring out how to make it less eff-ed up.

Have a nice day!
6 comments:

hurm, i think i dont need too much inspirations cez my lecturers give me that like a million time a day but i just dont give a damn...
u r giving me an insight of what it feels like to be a doc...
some of the things to prepare for my OWN life...not another person (i think that's enough when you r in the hosp..)
hehehehe


well if u look it that way then it's sort of nice. good luck! hehe


YOU'RE PRETTYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Ahem, ahem. *Cough, cough* Sorry about that.

...You're pretty.


salam,dr saya ida. final yr already ... skrang dh kena isi borg utk pnmpatn h.o . for ur information, i am not really into medicine... currently , i need to choose between Hosp Sultnh Bahiyh or Hospi kangar,,,bleh dr kongsi apa kelebihan & kekurangan h.o kt HSB and kalau bleh hospi kangar jgk.. kalu ikut hati, sy lbh prefer hospi kangar..


hi ida. hmmm. kelebihan dan kekurangan hsb n htf? saya ni memang sejak ho dekat hsb. so saya boleh komen pasal hsb sahaja. lagipun saya rasa sama je mana2 hospital pun. hsb orang cakap training hospital yang best jugak la. dulu saya start dengan surgical, ong, paediatrics, med, ane and lastly ortho. semua pun ada baik dan kurang. yang penting tak tau u kena tanya org. tak leh duduk diam. jangan bodoh sombong. nak kata saya rajin as a ho pun tak jugak. tapi kerja bos bagi habiskan la. tak bole mintak tolong colleagues. jangan tinggal kerja mcm tu je. first few months as a ho. i memang nangis sebab stress. to tell u the truth i memang tak pernah bercita2 nak jadi doktor. sampai sekarang dah jadi mo pun selalu rs nak berhenti. hehe. so kalau u dapat hsb, welcome abroad.


tq dr for your indo (",).. sy isi kangar 1st choice , 2nd h.sb.. InsyaALLAH, moga dpt yg trbaik.. tq 4 ur advice..